What it was… Who would have thought it was my subconscious programming all along…? When I started my first full-time job in 2006/7 after returning from the United Arab Emirates. I saw an advertisement for the most attractive mobile phone I had ever seen. My first camera phone was given to me in 2004 by […]
The Rat Who Slipped In The Backdoor Of My Mind
Unforgettable music is definitely one of the things that excites me the most. I feel the music I listen to in a way that I’ve only recently begun to understand. The first song I was obsessed with was “Baby makes her blue jeans talk” by Dr Hook (I was 5). How the subconscious works is […]
Before I open my eyes, I lock into the feeling of my heartbeat. I decide how I want my day to be. Even if I’m feeling a little off, I intend to have the best outcome from that feeling. Once I’ve made up my bed, I sit and meditate for a little bit (between 5 […]
Making the astonishing connections with love
In July 2018, I spent a year sober, not mingling with the same people, and busying myself with learning to programme. It seemed like I had my shit together. But I didn’t! One day I was triggered by the person who always triggered me the most. I was confused and yet so clear at the […]
Shocked by unexpected outcomes
Throughout my life, I thought that my outlook was quite open-minded. As it turned out, I hadn’t even scratched the surface. My narrow worldview had me convinced me I was powerless to change what life had served me. After my accident in 1998, doctors told me I would never again have the full use of […]
Focusing in the stillness
The first book I read regarding self improvement, “Mind to Matter“had a section after each chapter entitled “Put these ideas into practice”. At the end of the second chapter, it suggested you give up music for a week. I believed that music was something I could never give up. A week of fasting didn’t seem […]
When the coldest words lead to the warmest discovery
“If you want a new outcome, you will have to break the habit of being yourself, and reinvent a new self.” — Joe Dispenza, Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself: How to Lose Your Mind and Create a New One Photo by Krzysztof Niewolny on Unsplash June 2018 and winter was upon us again. I was drug-free for […]
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